Monday, November 21, 2011
About the pope kissing issue...
TO THE VATICAN: Thought to ponder: Why is it that it's more acceptable to see two men shooting each other in media than kissing? Even the cross itself depicts brutality and both can be a symbol of a lot of things. I'm just saying. I remember when I asked my CL teacher in high school about some things I found confusing about our religion. Like weren't the romans the ones who crucified Christ so isn't it a bit ironic why we are called roman-catholics? She answered "You ask that because you don't have faith". I thought at that time, that was a pretty stupid answer and only now do I realize that maybe she didn't know the answer herself. Before people start calling me a heretic, all I can say is that it's a free world, to each his own and I wouldn't have chosen my religion if I had any choice in the matter.
reflection
Thoughts for the day before sleep and busy week ahead: Before you jump into a relationship with someone, listen to their ex's. (Don't think you can ever change them because the only thing they will change about themselves is the person whom they are in a relationship with) and before you choose someone else before your own spouse, find out if they are also willing to commit to the vows of marriage that you weren't. (sickness health, richer poorer, death do you part-Is a momentary thrill of lust, mystery and adventure worth waking up later, this person missing, face bruised, emotions still not stable, beauty faded, youth gone and looking back realizing you had let go of something good which is a family to grow old with for this?) :) Good night everyone!
Saturday, November 5, 2011
Regrets..
This is my latest blog so far. I haven't gotten a chance to blog lately because I never got an inspiration to write something. Now I feel like writing about regrets. I'm the type of person that I really hate regretting anything. I always do something that I want to do out of whim because I know life is short. (at least I try to) I remember specific moments that I didn't step up and suffered undesirable consequences later. Lately, I've been having my own share of regrets. I regret not being friends with that one person in my past. I have weeded out people I don't like but this person was an exception I realized. This person was not good for me, but then again this person was someone special whom I wanted to at least be in speaking terms with. When anger is gone, I realized all that is left is just longing to connect again. How are you? What's new? Anything changed? It's true maybe what they say that when two people broke up they can never be friends because if they still are, either they are still in love or never were. But I would like not to think of us being inlove then and being out of love now but I would like to think that it's just pride. It's as simple as making the first move but I would never do that. I guess the mess made is just far to dirty to just sweep under the rug at this point. Hoping one day, time will come we can all be friends, when we can all just hang out and talk about the past and not feel bitter about it. I regret cutting this person off my life not because I went them in my future but the fact that I want to forget them in my past and just move on because I can't move on knowing there is still anger between us. I've already said my sorry I don't know if this person got it. I haven't heard from them back or rather they never tried. Anyway, I don't know if he regrets it also not being in good terms with me I doubt he does so, I guess my only recourse is to forget this person as if nothing happened. If nothing happened, the cause of this regret will disappear and I won't regret anymore. Let this be my last post about this person. Let this be goodbye..
